im scared

im spending the rest of my nights awake
i couldn't eat
i wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep again
all I know is that you're the nicest thing i've ever seen
and I wish that we could see if we could be something again
i'll try be strong for now

pipi

my eyes are swollen
cos i've been crying
i think i used up all my tears
i can't sleep
i can't eat
i feel dead inside.

i need you

you're drifting away
i can't blame you
because i'm the one who let you go
i broke your heart
and now i feel mine shattering apart

foolish me to let someone like you go
you're like the perfect girlfriend
at least i like to tell everyone that
and that i'm lucky to have you
but what did i do?
i've betrayed your trust
your love

now that you're gone
i can only hope you'll come back
back to me by my side again
like you used to be
i wish to death you'll come back

i miss you
your love
your care
your whining
i miss everything
i should have cherished you when i still have you


='(

='(

It's takin' time, all this fear I pushed back to move on
Beating me like a panic attack since you've gone
And if I never fear to be more alone, I do now

I turn to see my faded tracks in the snow
I've come so far with no idea where to go
And if I never fear to be more alone, I do now
I do now

I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side
When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side, ooh

It's takin' hold of a fool with a fondness for pain
And turn to run without a chance to explain
And if I never thought I'd fall like the rain, I do now
I do now

I don't look back to spot where I fell
Don't you look back, and don't you ever tell
'Cause we know pride, it doesn't heal all that well
All that well, all that well

I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side
When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side
In a crazy world, you'll be right by my side

I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side
When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side
In a crazy world...

And I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side
When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side
You'll be right by my side

heh~

WEE! TA DA! CIUNG CIUNG CIUNG CIUNG!! BREE BREE WEE WEE!! WATAAA!!!! WHACKK!!! BAM BAM! PEW PEW!!! heh heh~

EXHALE!

YES I CAN EXHALE ABIT!!
YES YES YES YES YES AND MORE YES!!!

SAT IN SUMMARY!

wake up open eyes bathe with water change clothes

eat sakae sushi ramen sushi cold ocha empty glass of ice

shannon's house guitar hero kannan,brandon,christine,jasmine,shane,kelvin

ilumna walk arcade eat noodles drum mania

sheesha for a while and then sabi came! (sorry sabi!! it really slip my mind!!! aargh :(
home internet

give me a dropkick to the face, anyone?

cos i failed my driving final theory trial test yesterday and i failed the final theory test today for the second time.

i know i rule.

oh and i went to the library to borrow the mammoth book of insults!!!! fooh!!!

if you ever insult me you watch out. i'll throw the book at you....errr...provided i haven't return the book to the library la.

k tmr i have project presentation and another project due tmr.. so so so?? why do you even care? don't bother to care please! (wtfomg?) its not like you know me? you think you know me? the truth is no one understands me (wtfomgagain?) if you think you know me, YOU DON'T OKAY? YOU D O N T WITH CAPITAL D O N T, DONT! (siala...)

oh speaking about DONT!, im happy the fact that DUNKIN DONUTS JUST OPEN IN ION ORCHARD! FIWIT!!! WEEE!!! STEAM!!!!

omg this post so boring i might just get....bored by it cos its just too boring..

kbye. FIWIT!!