mati

i can't believe i threw away all our dreams

sakit banget

Daphne Loves Derby - Sun

i'm desperate to know how you are
i hope you're deep asleep
i've been awake for days,
trying to study every inch of your body
in this picture, from a distant day.
when I could safely say
nothing in this world could tear me down in any way

but like a dream you disappeared
without a sound, without a trace

sleep well, darling, wherever you are,
I hope that you're happy tonight
and maybe you found someone who will love you right.
Sleep well, darling
i'm desperate to say now I need you more than ever
but all I could say was goodnight.

this is for a girl back home,
she tore down all my walls.
left me for all she'd known,
but I pushed it all away from me.
and no no, even if I knew,
even if I knew what to say to you.
its just too late to make you stay,
i'm sick of fighting this broken fate.

that someone else gets to tell you,
that your beautiful.

Sleep well, darling,wherever you are,
I hope that you're happy tonight
and maybe you found someone who will love you right.
Sleep well, darling
Im desperate to say now I need you more than ever
but all I could say was goodnight.

its the last thing I want,
but its all that Ive got,
Its the last thing I need,
but i still carry you in my heart.
in my heart.

f.u.a

f.u

take me away from here

i never thought i would be contemplating suicide