Tuesday, October 13, 2009

im scared

im spending the rest of my nights awake
i couldn't eat
i wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep again
all I know is that you're the nicest thing i've ever seen
and I wish that we could see if we could be something again
i'll try be strong for now

pipi

my eyes are swollen
cos i've been crying
i think i used up all my tears
i can't sleep
i can't eat
i feel dead inside.

i need you

you're drifting away
i can't blame you
because i'm the one who let you go
i broke your heart
and now i feel mine shattering apart

foolish me to let someone like you go
you're like the perfect girlfriend
at least i like to tell everyone that
and that i'm lucky to have you
but what did i do?
i've betrayed your trust
your love

now that you're gone
i can only hope you'll come back
back to me by my side again
like you used to be
i wish to death you'll come back

i miss you
your love
your care
your whining
i miss everything
i should have cherished you when i still have you


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It's takin' time, all this fear I pushed back to move on
Beating me like a panic attack since you've gone
And if I never fear to be more alone, I do now

I turn to see my faded tracks in the snow
I've come so far with no idea where to go
And if I never fear to be more alone, I do now
I do now

I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side
When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side, ooh

It's takin' hold of a fool with a fondness for pain
And turn to run without a chance to explain
And if I never thought I'd fall like the rain, I do now
I do now

I don't look back to spot where I fell
Don't you look back, and don't you ever tell
'Cause we know pride, it doesn't heal all that well
All that well, all that well

I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side
When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side
In a crazy world, you'll be right by my side

I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side
When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side
In a crazy world...

And I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side
When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side
You'll be right by my side