Daphne Loves Derby - Sun

i'm desperate to know how you are
i hope you're deep asleep
i've been awake for days,
trying to study every inch of your body
in this picture, from a distant day.
when I could safely say
nothing in this world could tear me down in any way

but like a dream you disappeared
without a sound, without a trace

sleep well, darling, wherever you are,
I hope that you're happy tonight
and maybe you found someone who will love you right.
Sleep well, darling
i'm desperate to say now I need you more than ever
but all I could say was goodnight.

this is for a girl back home,
she tore down all my walls.
left me for all she'd known,
but I pushed it all away from me.
and no no, even if I knew,
even if I knew what to say to you.
its just too late to make you stay,
i'm sick of fighting this broken fate.

that someone else gets to tell you,
that your beautiful.

Sleep well, darling,wherever you are,
I hope that you're happy tonight
and maybe you found someone who will love you right.
Sleep well, darling
Im desperate to say now I need you more than ever
but all I could say was goodnight.

its the last thing I want,
but its all that Ive got,
Its the last thing I need,
but i still carry you in my heart.
in my heart.

f.u.a

f.u

take me away from here

i never thought i would be contemplating suicide

im scared

im spending the rest of my nights awake
i couldn't eat
i wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep again
all I know is that you're the nicest thing i've ever seen
and I wish that we could see if we could be something again
i'll try be strong for now

pipi

my eyes are swollen
cos i've been crying
i think i used up all my tears
i can't sleep
i can't eat
i feel dead inside.

i need you

you're drifting away
i can't blame you
because i'm the one who let you go
i broke your heart
and now i feel mine shattering apart

foolish me to let someone like you go
you're like the perfect girlfriend
at least i like to tell everyone that
and that i'm lucky to have you
but what did i do?
i've betrayed your trust
your love

now that you're gone
i can only hope you'll come back
back to me by my side again
like you used to be
i wish to death you'll come back

i miss you
your love
your care
your whining
i miss everything
i should have cherished you when i still have you


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It's takin' time, all this fear I pushed back to move on
Beating me like a panic attack since you've gone
And if I never fear to be more alone, I do now

I turn to see my faded tracks in the snow
I've come so far with no idea where to go
And if I never fear to be more alone, I do now
I do now

I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side
When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side, ooh

It's takin' hold of a fool with a fondness for pain
And turn to run without a chance to explain
And if I never thought I'd fall like the rain, I do now
I do now

I don't look back to spot where I fell
Don't you look back, and don't you ever tell
'Cause we know pride, it doesn't heal all that well
All that well, all that well

I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side
When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side
In a crazy world, you'll be right by my side

I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side
When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side
In a crazy world...

And I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side
When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side
You'll be right by my side