mati

i can't believe i threw away all our dreams

sakit banget

Daphne Loves Derby - Sun

i'm desperate to know how you are
i hope you're deep asleep
i've been awake for days,
trying to study every inch of your body
in this picture, from a distant day.
when I could safely say
nothing in this world could tear me down in any way

but like a dream you disappeared
without a sound, without a trace

sleep well, darling, wherever you are,
I hope that you're happy tonight
and maybe you found someone who will love you right.
Sleep well, darling
i'm desperate to say now I need you more than ever
but all I could say was goodnight.

this is for a girl back home,
she tore down all my walls.
left me for all she'd known,
but I pushed it all away from me.
and no no, even if I knew,
even if I knew what to say to you.
its just too late to make you stay,
i'm sick of fighting this broken fate.

that someone else gets to tell you,
that your beautiful.

Sleep well, darling,wherever you are,
I hope that you're happy tonight
and maybe you found someone who will love you right.
Sleep well, darling
Im desperate to say now I need you more than ever
but all I could say was goodnight.

its the last thing I want,
but its all that Ive got,
Its the last thing I need,
but i still carry you in my heart.
in my heart.

f.u.a

f.u

take me away from here

i never thought i would be contemplating suicide

im scared

im spending the rest of my nights awake
i couldn't eat
i wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep again
all I know is that you're the nicest thing i've ever seen
and I wish that we could see if we could be something again
i'll try be strong for now

pipi

my eyes are swollen
cos i've been crying
i think i used up all my tears
i can't sleep
i can't eat
i feel dead inside.

i need you

you're drifting away
i can't blame you
because i'm the one who let you go
i broke your heart
and now i feel mine shattering apart

foolish me to let someone like you go
you're like the perfect girlfriend
at least i like to tell everyone that
and that i'm lucky to have you
but what did i do?
i've betrayed your trust
your love

now that you're gone
i can only hope you'll come back
back to me by my side again
like you used to be
i wish to death you'll come back

i miss you
your love
your care
your whining
i miss everything
i should have cherished you when i still have you


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It's takin' time, all this fear I pushed back to move on
Beating me like a panic attack since you've gone
And if I never fear to be more alone, I do now

I turn to see my faded tracks in the snow
I've come so far with no idea where to go
And if I never fear to be more alone, I do now
I do now

I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side
When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side, ooh

It's takin' hold of a fool with a fondness for pain
And turn to run without a chance to explain
And if I never thought I'd fall like the rain, I do now
I do now

I don't look back to spot where I fell
Don't you look back, and don't you ever tell
'Cause we know pride, it doesn't heal all that well
All that well, all that well

I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side
When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side
In a crazy world, you'll be right by my side

I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side
When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side
In a crazy world...

And I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side
When I feel alone, you'll be right by my side
You'll be right by my side

heh~

WEE! TA DA! CIUNG CIUNG CIUNG CIUNG!! BREE BREE WEE WEE!! WATAAA!!!! WHACKK!!! BAM BAM! PEW PEW!!! heh heh~

EXHALE!

YES I CAN EXHALE ABIT!!
YES YES YES YES YES AND MORE YES!!!

SAT IN SUMMARY!

wake up open eyes bathe with water change clothes

eat sakae sushi ramen sushi cold ocha empty glass of ice

shannon's house guitar hero kannan,brandon,christine,jasmine,shane,kelvin

ilumna walk arcade eat noodles drum mania

sheesha for a while and then sabi came! (sorry sabi!! it really slip my mind!!! aargh :(
home internet

give me a dropkick to the face, anyone?

cos i failed my driving final theory trial test yesterday and i failed the final theory test today for the second time.

i know i rule.

oh and i went to the library to borrow the mammoth book of insults!!!! fooh!!!

if you ever insult me you watch out. i'll throw the book at you....errr...provided i haven't return the book to the library la.

k tmr i have project presentation and another project due tmr.. so so so?? why do you even care? don't bother to care please! (wtfomg?) its not like you know me? you think you know me? the truth is no one understands me (wtfomgagain?) if you think you know me, YOU DON'T OKAY? YOU D O N T WITH CAPITAL D O N T, DONT! (siala...)

oh speaking about DONT!, im happy the fact that DUNKIN DONUTS JUST OPEN IN ION ORCHARD! FIWIT!!! WEEE!!! STEAM!!!!

omg this post so boring i might just get....bored by it cos its just too boring..

kbye. FIWIT!!

PRISA - GOD ONLY KNOWS (COVER)

IN DYING BLOG!

Hello hello hello! Here i am trying to revive my dying blog!

So...what is up? H1N1 THATS WHATS UP!

I've been coughing since last week, until now haven't recover. Then my throat always itchy, making me cough. Damn it. Cough go away so i can BREE again. Cos now everytime i BREE, my throat will get itchy then i start coughing like a person who got cough. wtf? -.-

Oh guess what? I just sneezed. YES I FUCKING SNEEZED DUDE! ITS LIKE SUDDENLY "HAAACHI!!!" you know the sounds of sneezing that you make when you're sneezing? AND I JUST DID THAT! FOOH! IM SO SICK!

I've been going for driving lessons recently. I failed my Final Theory Driving Test. This is my 2nd time taking it. The first time, I realised that i forgot to bring my IC 1 minute before the test started. I know. I rule.

So anyway, im learning how to drive manual cars. Manual as in not those automatic. What? You already know? You think im stating the obvious? Anyway, driving manual car is not as easy as i thought you thought that anyone thought that maybe probably who could have been maybe i think it will be. OKAY. what the hell just happened? what am i shitting about?

AAAAANYWAY..things are going better with my band. We've been playing gigs. Yes and we're gonna play another gig next saturday. The organizer is trying to be funny. Initially we were told that the venue will be at Orchard plaza or smthg like that. Suddenly they change the venue to Crawlspace, near haji lane. I have played a show at that place once. It's a nice little place.

Okay here's the deal, all the other bands playing are ska/punk/reggae band. Yes my band is the only hardcore band playing. FOOH! hopefully those skinheads won't eat me alive.

So anyway hopefully maybe i can drive by the end of this year. Yes yes don't worry,once i can drive and if i see you walking or crossing the road i will try to bang you down ok? Just kidding. The most i will open my window and shout at you "GET OUT OF THE WAY BITCH!" okay im just kidding again. You know that im kidding rite?

OKAY im sleepy. i want to sleep. Oh ya, Happy Birthday Breadtalk. Today all breads in breadtalk is $1.10 because of the bread talk birthday thingie. I love bread. But does bread loves me?

BRITAIN'S GOT HARDCORE!

SAOSIN - SEVEN YEARS (INDIE COVER?!)

BREE BREE BREE AND MORE BREE!

EH YO EH YO

DAMN! I HAVE STARTED SCHOOL FOR 4 WEEKS ALREADY, AND IM STILL IN THE HOLIDAY MOOD. TIME TO START TO STUDY!!

RECENTLY I'VE DISCOVERED THAT MY PHONE CAN EDIT VIDEO. I MEAN I KNOW THAT MY PHONE GOT THAT PROGRAM, IT'S JUST THAT ONLY RECENTLY I DISCOVERED IT.

EDITING VIDEOS SO FUN! MAYBE I SHOULD GO TO MEDIA STUDIES. HAHA.

AH I DONT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE. THE WEATHER IS GOOD. I ATE 4 SIOMAYS TODAY.
I AM EATING SLICED GUAVA NOW. OH IM LISTENING TO MUSIC CURRENTLY. I LOVE MUSIC. I THINK MUSIC IS COOL. BUT DOES MUSIC THINKS IM COOL? I WISH I KNOW. DON'T YOU WANT TO KNOW TOO? I FEEL WEIRD BLOGGING THIS. WHY? IS IT BECAUSE TODAY IS WEDNESDAY? IS IT BECAUSE TOMORROW IS THURSDAY? IS IT BECAUSE IM FAT?

OKAY SERIOUSLY I DON'T KNOW WHAT IM TYPING.

KBYE. LOVE Y'ALL